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Oh man, our improv scene today rocked, it kicked ass! My group was great. We just had such a good connection, really good chemistry. I'm feeling good, feeling really good, a little sad though cuz it's over. I had really good people to work with, Mary and John were both awesome today, I kind of wish it could go on for longer cause it was a lot of fun. I got to yell, and swear, and be emotional...good times eh, I felt like I did a really good job on it too.

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I feel good. I just had a really good day today. Even though I'm tired, I am just having such a good day. And on a Monday too! Wow! How often do you actually get to say that, here's hoping the rest of my day goes just as well. Oh yea...and think snowy thoughts...positive thinking for a snow day tomorrow!

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I am irritated. Very Very irritated.

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I am very Stressed. *sighs* Some of this school stuff I'm excited about, but some of it's just pure stress. This semester is going to be even more insane...and it looks like even more work than the last one. But it also looks like many good times will be involved. Scenes, monologues, improves, drama class in gerneral, and then acting class, I have lots of drama stuff to do, I just wish I could be in a play too...I still feel kind of lost after Aladdin with no play now...

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Holy shit it's cold out...I'm really hoping that school gets cancelled tomorrow...hope for more snow! Hope for more snow! It's too cold to go out tomorrow.....but I'm going to have to if school is open cuz I can't miss drama. *shakes fist at the cold and winter in general*

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Do you realize how cold it is going to be out? It's s'posed to be -22 overnight, and then drop to the wonderfully chill temp of -33 for tomorrow. Dear Goodness but THAT is FREAKIN cold people! When it's that cold it makes me not want to go to school...not go out of my house at all in fact, but it's only the first week...I really need to go to class. I'm going to be so bundled up tomorrow you will not be able to see my shape at all...I'll prolly look like some kind of very round snowperson. And I think I'm gonna need tea once I get to school to warm up from being outside in that insane cold. I complain, but honestly, I love Canada, with all it's crazy crazy temperatures, and I wouldn't want to live anywhere else. So this was just a quick little entry, I'll likely write more, and about my first week of school this week-end. I live in the coldest room in my entire house, I don't know how that worked out, but I don't wanna wake up as one giant Kt-sicle. I'm going to need another blanket for my bed tonight....

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Why is it so cold out?

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This is a...well I'm not sure exactly what it is...a poem I guess...it's a little different...anyway feel free to post any comments about it on my message board.


Desire

Burning
Throbbing
Hot Desire
That intense longing to be one with another
Feel the flames of lust flicker
As they try to consume you
Body, Mind, and Soul
Taking over your Being
Make you live for the moment
Regardless of past or future
Living, breathing, feeling
In the here and now
Intense longing
Body on fire
Rich Desire
Claiming you for its own
Your view narrows
To this one moment in time
Nerves on fire
Never wanting it to end
The touch, the feel, the smell of them
Completly arousing
The soft touch of their skin against yours
Their hair as you run your fingers through it
The rough feel of their clothes
The intoxicating smell
As they move closer and you breathe them in
Teasing
Playing
Lust builds
Longing fills you
Ultimate Desire

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Happy New Years! Hope everyone had an awesome New Years Eve. I'ts finally 2004 baby, can you dig it?

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So I'm sick again. That's always a fun way to spend Christmas...not. I hate germs soooo much. It's just not fair, I just finally got over a evil cold thing I had for like 3 weeks, and then like a week later I get the freakin flu. I still feel like garbage now, but I can't sleep cuz I slept so late today cuz of my poor sick body. So christmas eve I started to feel not so well, and woke up christmas morning feeling pretty crummy, but I thought it might just be my cold come back to torture me. Anyways as the day wore on I felt worse and worse. Had a bit of a temperature, but not too high. However, it got higher that night. Then came boxing day, which I spent in my bed. I was pretty peeved, not only was I sick but I missed going out to all the sales! So yes I spent my boxing day in bed with a very high temperature and just in general feeling like crap. Not fun times. I was Very Very Sick. I still am quite sick, but at least now I'm feeling enough better that I can get up, and don't have to spend all my time in bed. My offical statement towards germs: for the record, Germs Suck. I hope everyone had a good Christmas tho, mine was interesting as you've just heard. I spent it with my family though and that's what really counts right, spending Christmas with your loved ones. Also I got some neat stuff,although I haven't really been able to enjoy any of my Christmas presents, what with being sick and all, and...and I haven't been able to eat any candy! Bah1 It's taunting me! I got like mints and stuff that I can't even touch while I'm trying to fight off germs. So it was an interesting Christmas, that's what I will say. LOL Well that's all I can really think of right now, hopefully I will be much better soon, cuz I'm tired of being stuck in my house being sick, I wanna get out and see people! Hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas, and if you're reading this and I don't talk to you before, have a Happy, Rockin New Years!

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It's almost Christmas! I Love Christmas time, I think it is my favourite holiday as a matter of fact. I'm Dreaming of a White Christmas, Just Like the ones I used to Know.......love that song, one of my favourite christmas movies and songs. I also love Mistletoe, and in my opinion there should be WAY more of it around! I also favour Grandma Got Run Over By A Reindeer, and We Three Kings. Goooooooooooooo Christmas Carols! I Love 'em! I wrapped a TON of Christmas presents tonight, oh wrapping how I enjoy you....get to make so many pretty packages! So yes, I'm a big Christmas nerd, I Love it! I am soooooo excited! I hope everyone has a Very Merry Christmas, filled with love, happiness and fun! Help spread the Christmas Cheer!Pass it on to everyone you know! Merry Christmas!

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Is it me or what? :P


You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.

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So I wrote my Shakespeare exam on Friday while I was feeling dredfully ill. That was a terrible experience simply because I felt so sick the entire time. But what are you gonna do right, exams must be writ when the school says they must. So now I only have 2 more left to write....but those 2 are unfortunately on the same day. This Tuesday to be exact. I have a Theatre History exam from 9am-11, and then a Narrative exam from 7pm-10. Sounds fun huh, my hand is giong to be KILLING me before I'm through. I'll prolly end up with a blister. And I still have cramming to do tomorrow...well actually today now that I look at the clock and see it's after 1:00 am. *makes face* ick...narrative...But the thought that is getting me through is that after Tuesday I will be done...finis...no more exams...and Christmas coming soon! Yaaay! Plus JeN is coming home end of this week. YaaaY to that too, cuz I miss seeing mine friends. And Andrea's party is this week-end....so once these icky exams are done there will be many things to say yay to. Hmmm, what else...oh yes, the last performance of Aladdin was on Saturday. It was the best show we had done yet, and good times, even though I was freakin sick for this performance too *shakes fist at stupid body and germs in general* I had a really good time, and the cast party after was good times. Mala....dahling...your cheescake was fabulous. Mmm cheescake...now I want some...dammit! But yes, I throughly enjoyed myself, and I really thought it was the best performance that we have given, plus we had the most responsive audience that night, and that always helps. So i used all this energy up performing and enjoying myself, then came home and totally crashed and felt horrible as the acting high wound down. I was feelin sad, I mean I've been working on this show for so long, and I met some really great people, as well as got to know people I already knew way better. It's one of those split emotions, I'm happy and sad about the ending. I mean sure there were frustrations and annoyances, but now I look back and them and laugh. I mean, it's just not worth being angry about, why be upset if you can laugh at something instead? Honestly, it's just crazy...too much fun to laugh at to be upset anymore. I'm really glad I did this show, especially because I met and becamse friends with so many nice, sweet, cool...and of course hot! ;)....people. You simply can't regret doing something that brought meeting new friends and making more, shall we say, interesting memories...It's experience right?! And that is what life is all about. I mean, just considering everything, I think we did a pretty damn fine show....sure there are some things when I look back that I would change...but who wouldn't say that? I'm just glad I was involved.

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Yeah, so I'm still sick...and battling off germs for all I'm worth...sucks to the germs!

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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


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Morpheus


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your asshole.


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Schoolgirl


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Exhibitionist


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So yesterday was good times. Overall I think the show went very well. I mean, yes, there were a few mistakes and whatnot, and still some things that I would like to have been changed if we'd had more time, but overall I had a very fun time and am well pleased with it. I had a lot of fun, even though I was sick :S But then, a lot of people were not feeling well. I keep saying what do you think is going to happen when you have that many people on not only a small stage but crammed into a very small bacKstage space. I am in fact feeling quite sick right now, my poor throat feels very bad. I am waiting for my Happy Medicine (aka Neocitrin) to cool down enough to drink it. Anyways, back on topic. So yes, I had a lot of fun at performance for the most part...well except for a few times, like when the room started to spin and I thought I was gonna pass out onstage because I had to hold up someone who was pretending to faint. Other than that, and a few annoyances (mainly involving people of the 14 age range) it was interesting. I am looking forward to the next performance and especially to the cast party, it should be tons of fun! Also with the flirting, well lets just say that it continues. It's fun and why not? Flirting livens it up, and just makes rehearsals/plays a little more interesting...right Mala? Mala knows all about what I'm talking about....My Sister-In-Law! LoL Inside Joke....Don't worry peoples. I am even sad that we aren't gonna have rehearsals this week. I have come to the realization that frustrated or annoyed as I have been at times, I have still enjoyed this play. Sure there have been some problems, but I met a lot of good people, and I really am havinng fun. I mean sure there are annoyances, but I deal with them, and get over it, I'm going to finish this experience with a positive attitude. The venting definately helps. It's like if I'm really upset and angry about something, if I can vent and just, you know, let off my anger, then I can get over it. Then I can even laugh about it. There's a bunch of stuff that I was really ticked off about at the time, but now I just think it's funny. I mean, yucky as I think my banana costume is, I think it's funny. I mean, I'm laughing at myself in this costume, it's just not worth being angry about something when you can laugh about it instead! So yea, basically I'm feeling a whole lot better about this play than I was before, and I'm glad. I also think that the younger members of the cast should have our own party after the cast party saturday. T'would be fun times. So...what else is new....oh yea, ugh! My first exam is this Friday...at 9 freakin am...Shakespeare...oh fun fun...NOT! And then the following Tuesday I have 2 exams in the same day. One at 9 am, and another at 7 pm. That's gonna be a rough day. I mean I'll get through it, but it's not gonna be a fun day and my hand is going to be seriously killing me. Ah well, it's Christmas Break! YaaaY! And evryone will be home soon and we'll have happy fun Christmas times.

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ok so it's been a while since I updated again. But you can all understand...school. It has been a crazy, hectic past couple of weeks. It's all done though...well except for exams...Yesterday was my last day of school, and I can't tell you how much I enjoyed being able to sleep in today. This semester of of 9 o'clock classes 4 days a week, and 10 the other day has just about killed me. It is way too freakin early, but I get to sleep in now! Yaaay! So I had 3 essays due within less than a week of each other, plus a drama scene to present, plus tech hours that had to be done. On top of everything else, rehearsals. So it was a stressful time, and me being a professional stresser outter, was being just that. Insanely stressing and freaked out. But like I said *streches luxuriously, enjoying the thought of no school tomorrow* all I have left now are exams, which will be bad enough, but school, my friends, is finished! Now basically what I'm stressing about is the panto I'm in, which goes on Thursday. Well, thursday is the dress rehearsal but we have an paying audience for it. And I wish we had more time to rehearse. Some of us will be fine. Other people...quite frankly I'm more than a little worried. Or rather, I was last week, I was very nervous and worried last week. Now, however, I'm at the point where I just don't care. Well, don't care in the sense that I've decided there's nothing more I can do, nothing I can do about the show now, so I might as well stop worrying and just go and try my best for the performance. Like my screen name says right now "whatever will be will be". There have also been some...ahem...people problems. I hate stupid people. Like the rest of my screen name says :P Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. There's a few people in this production I'd like to kill. Leya and Mala understand. Some people I really like though. The 14 yr olds not being the ones I like (well except for one of them - Maddie, who's a sweetheart and mature beyond her years) and some really nice, sweet, fun people. And a lot of flirting that goes on. Oh my, but I do enjoy flirting, it is so fun. I swear though, if that girl *cough cough Blondie* pushes me one more time, I'm going to push her off the fucking stage next time. However it's more management wise that I have the problem with right now, not the directors....some other people. Not pleased with them at all. However hopefully some of that will be resolved for thursday after what I had to deal with last night. I am not a confrontational person, but sometimes stuff just has to be dealt with. It wasn't easy for me, but it's done. Enough said on that aspect of it however. It just upsets me, and I'm trying to think positive thoughts for our show. So hopefully I'll be going for my G2 test soon, I had to miss my first appointment because I was sick, and I was upset about that because I want my license...*sigh* I WANT IT NOW! *takes a deep breath* well I do. Anyways that's all I can think of to really write about right now, so this is your host, Katie, signing off! *points finger and winks*

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The results are in! You are


23% slutty
which is actually less than the average, 46%.


Based on the 8,757,719 test takers so far:
you're sluttier than 13% of the world.
you're cleaner than 87% of the world.




--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
FACT
240 women agreed with you, and chose "Alan Alda" as the best sex option of all time.

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Yes, I know I haven't updated in a while, I've been busy, ok! I am very stressed out right now, I have three essays due within the next week, and a drama scene to present on Thursday with Leya. It's Shakespeare. And I am Saucy. It says so right in the script! Man we had such a good coaching today with it, I just really feel a lot better about it now, like the humour that's in it is showing through how it should. Oh yes, and I'm going for my G2 on Friday!! AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Wish me luck, I'm getting more and more nervous about it. On top of everything else there are rehearsals....*sighs* with annoying, maddening 14 year old girls who are driving me nuts....and I can almost guarantee that before the show goes on there will be 14 year old splattered all over the walls when I explode. And I am NOT cleaning it up.....they can just deal with the mess. Hey...are you two? *points and gives questioning look* yes...because I would go out with a 15 year old...duh! Because 14 year old girls can't get it through their heads that I am not going to date guys 4 or 5 years younger than me....*sighs* Just because there's some friendly flirting going on does not mean you are dating!!!! I am not going to date a 16 year old either. Grrrr...however...those stupid girls have pushed us, and we have a plan. Leya, Mala (the princess, and she's such a nice, fun person), and I....go us! *gives three-way high five* And it's a good plan....plus it's a fun plan....we rock. On Sunday at rehearsal, we will further our plan to drive those teeny boppers crazy...well except for Maddie cuz she's a sweetheart, she's also only like 13 turning 14, but I thought she was 16 because she acts very mature.....so we will have fun, and give out more 'invites' to join our circle at the back of the hall at rehearsal. Cuz apparently, we're a little intimidating? Well the 3 of us are in our 20's, and not unattractive, and not boy chasing...ect....so the plan will continue. Anyways that's all I can think of for now so maybe I'll write more later.

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I Love this song, it just really seems to express a lot of what I've been feeling lately. It's an awesome song and I highly recommend it. I just feel like it's saying a lot of stuff that's been running through my head.


If I could be like that
by 3 Doors Down

He spends his nights in california
Watching the stars on the big screen
And then he lies awake and he wonders
Why can't that be me
The sinners life is filled with all these good intentions
He's left a lot of things he'd rather not mention right now
Just before he says goodnight
He looks up with a little smile at me and he says
If i could be like that
I would give anything
Just to live one day in those shoes
If i could be like that
What would i do
Oh what would i do yeah

She spends her days up in the north park
Watching the people as they pass
And all she wants is just a little piece of history
Is that too much to ask
With a safe home, and a warm bed, on a quiet little street
All she wants is just that something to hold onto
Thats all she needs

If i could be like that
I would give anything just to live one day in those shoes
If i could be like that
What would i do
What would i do

Falling into this
In dreams
We'll run away

If i could be like that
I would give anything
Just to live one day in those shoes
If i could be like that
What would i do
What would i do