"It isn't fair for you to fill me with these dreams that can't come true". A line from a song that describes my sentiments exactly.

Job interview. Today. At Payless *crosses fingers* Here's hoping I have the luck of the Irish on my side todya! Ack!

Audition today. For Parkwood, it's going to be so much fun acting in the Parkwood thingy. Yay!

It's august...already...I wish people would stop talking about school already. I am not ready for summer to be over! I'm kind stressed, but having fun. Being assistent to the director means more responsibility for me, more rehearsals, and more time outside with my allergies acting up. I'm in the middle of trying to decide whether or not to audition for this other show in the fall, the shows in the fall, but auditons are actually in august...so coming up soon. Weighing the pros and cons and everything.

Sometimes my family drives me freaking nuts, seriously. I just wanna do what I wanna do and they are so limiting sometimes. Three nights of rehearsal a week may seem like a lot to some people, but I took this on and it's my responsibility, besides that theatre is what I wanna do, what I love doing. But I also made a commitment, I don't WANT to try and get out of going one night jusy because my mother thinks three nights a week is too much, it's innconvienient. I just get so frustrated sometimes because they don't understand. I know they mean well, but sometimes they really just don't understand.

Pigs is over, which is sad. But I had an absolute blast doing it, it was totally awesome! It was so much fun and I got to do a part where I break out the stereotypical part I usually get cast in, and show other people how much more I'm capable of. I'm feeling really good about the show and myself right now because I received some truly honest compliments from people that I really respect. You know the difference, not just, hey you did a good job, thanks so did you...the kind where you can tell they really are impressed and Really mean it. So I feel really good and really appreciated! Hahaha playing drunk is so much fun, seriously, that was like my favourite part. I don't wanna brag but...when I fell off the stage the first night in my "drunkenness", they actually thought I had fallen off...they didn't know I had staged it. Ha! lol oh good times overall and I'm already looking forward to next year!

Rehearsals start today for the play I'm in - Settlers at Sunset: When Pigs Fly. It's gonna be an awesome show so I suggest you all come to see it this Saturday or Sunday. Other talented people from ajax are also in it including Leya, Mala, Kevin, and Nate amoung others. It's only 5 bucks and it's gonna be a fab show...where else, I ask you, can you see live interactive theatre for $5? It's a bargin, so I expect to see everyone there...or else :P I'm excited, acting in the series of plays is so much fun, even though I can't breathe very well in my 1800's style costume lol. And this year "Lavinia" has more of a part...I even have a dramatic break up scene! How exciting is that, especially for lil drama queen me over here. Yaay!