Well it's been a while since I've posted. I've wanted to, but I've been busy and usually when I think of it is at night when I'm too tired. So what have I been up to lately...well I've started my summer school course downtown - children's lit - which is really interesting but involves a lot more travel. That's kind of a pain. But it is interesting too because I am able to do a lot of people watching. My friend Jenn recently had her beautiful baby boy named Jack. I went to visit her and her new baby in the hospital and I got to hold him, a tiny, little barely two day old baby. He was so tiny and cute and just freaking adorable...what can I say, I'm a sucker for babies. I was very glad to see Jenn too and that she came out of her surgery alright. Although we talk online I hadn't actually seen her for a while, so it was very good to have a nice chat. Hopefully this summer, now that she will be feeling better, we will be able to visit much more! I miss seeing her. I am also in a play called A Wolf's Tale, which my friend Mala is directing, and a fine job she is doing too...so far...jokes! It's a lot of fun so far because mala and heather are involved...and for once I am not typecast, I am the bad one! WooT! Thanks go out to Mala for seeing that I can play other roles that the ones I tend to get type cast in. I also went to Ron's memorial at the village last week-end, it was really nice. We met up and walked to the chapel where they played a song, and then we all shared memories we had of ron. Then they dedicated the bench that had been made in his memory, and we lit candles while they played the second song. It really was beautiful and moving. Afterwards we went out for a drink in his memory, and I had a good time with my Backwoods peeps...I really feel like I fit in so well there, such a sense of acceptance is what it really boils down to. On that note, I have a production meeting for Spirit Walk this coming week, which I am stage managing this year. I am very happy and excited to be doing so. I just have to say that John, Katrina, and Julie have to be some of my favourite people there, they are so supportive and ecouraging to me and I love them for it, they're so awesome. Desiree is coming home soon for a visit, June 17th, my dad's b-day as a matter of fact, and I can hardly wait. I really miss having her around....especially to bite ;) lll ypu georgists forever. And this year I plan on taking loads of pics of her and me, cuz I don't really have any recent ones. As of yet I have no summer job lined up, which is unfortunate, but I'm still looking. Unfortunately/fortunately I won't be going back to schoolhouse playcare to work in daycare, not after the way they screwed me over last year. So hopefully something will come up soon. In the meantime I have started doing some of my volunteer hours which I need for teachers college. I'm teaching drama to grade fives and sixes, and they are very cute, but rowdy. As well I am volunteering in some other classrooms for more general experience. Also last week-end I went to Leya's party, which was muchly fun, especially since I got to catch up with friends I haven't seen for a while. And I met a cute guy ;) who asked for my email...enough said about that. I also have found out some interesting information about every dog has it's day, the other play I'm going to be acting in this summer...I'm looking forward muchly to that, and julie filled me in on some of the interesting details about the upcoming script! :) Well, that has been more than a mouthfull, but I think I've covered all the major happenings that have been going on in my life lately. If I've missed anything hopefully I'll remember it next time:P

A number of recent events have made me realize how truly insignificant you are in the course of my life. I can't believe I didn't see it before, but you're just not worth it. I have too many other things that are vitally important to me, that are so significant to my life, to be wasting my time on someone who doesn't realize, doesn't even come close to knowing, my true value as person, as everything I am and can be. You did hurt me, a lot. In fact, you probally have no idea of the depth of suffering you caused me. You made me cry, a lot. But worse, you made me doubt myself. However, I don't hate you, because you also made me dream; and dreaming is so much a part of my life that I can't hate someone who provided so much of that to me, however unknowingly. I don't hate you, but it's time to move on and I'm leaving you as far behind as I can. Certain events that have been happening lately in my life, have brought me to the conclusion that it's not worth wasting my time on you; you're really trivial in the overall pattern that my life is taking. There are far more important, relevant, life-altering things going on right now that I have to deal with than wasting my time and energy on trying to make you want me. So I'm saying good-bye, and while I realize that it won't be easy, I'm leaving you behind as I start this next chapter of my life.