Comments, questions, ect. can be posted at my message board at
http://www.b2g5.com/boards/board.cgi?&user=DramaQueenForever
Yes, sadly people are killed everyday, but that doesn't make the death of cecilia any less tragic.
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Sunday, March 28, 2004
Comments, questions, ect. can be posted at my message board at
http://www.b2g5.com/boards/board.cgi?&user=DramaQueenForever
I think that losing your child is probly the worst thing that could happen to a person. I can only begin to imagine the pain and anguish that Cecilia's parents and family must be going through. And it's not even something, a loss, that can be rationalized in any way, she didn't have any disease, she wasn't sick, she didn't in any way bring it upon herself. She was 9 years old for gods sake, no child deserves that. I was watching the news, and you know, just thinking how terrible and horrible it was, and then I listened to the lawyer read the statement from the parents of Cecilia...and I started to cry. Watching the rest of the coverage on the tragic murder of this little girl, I just cried so hard. Just the loss, the insensibility. the pure....mindlessness of it just really got to me. That letter was so emotional, so touching, it really made me think and squeezed my heart. Especially the part about how parents should cherish every moment they have with their children. It's so scary that something like this could happen, it sends an absolute chill down my spine. It makes me want to do something, but I don't know what. I really hope they catch whatever twisted, terrible person did this. I mean, I'm not normally a violent or vicious person, but I hope that they catch whoever did this, and that they suffer for it, suffer horribly. Because murdering an innocent little girl is just unforgivable, she was 9! She had her whole life ahead of her, and I just don't understand anyone who could do something like this. I'm sad, depressed, bitter,scared, and angry, and all I can hope is that poor little girl didn't suffer. I'm not a really religious person so I won't say that my prayers are with her parents and family, but my thoughts and wishes are with them, and I hope that they catch whoever did this. It just boggles my mind that murders like this occur. I know...I'm rambling, but it's just so tragic, and absolutely sensless. I just feel so emotional and upset and kind of helpless you know? and I just don't understand. Rest In Peace Cecilia.
http://www.b2g5.com/boards/board.cgi?&user=DramaQueenForever
I think that losing your child is probly the worst thing that could happen to a person. I can only begin to imagine the pain and anguish that Cecilia's parents and family must be going through. And it's not even something, a loss, that can be rationalized in any way, she didn't have any disease, she wasn't sick, she didn't in any way bring it upon herself. She was 9 years old for gods sake, no child deserves that. I was watching the news, and you know, just thinking how terrible and horrible it was, and then I listened to the lawyer read the statement from the parents of Cecilia...and I started to cry. Watching the rest of the coverage on the tragic murder of this little girl, I just cried so hard. Just the loss, the insensibility. the pure....mindlessness of it just really got to me. That letter was so emotional, so touching, it really made me think and squeezed my heart. Especially the part about how parents should cherish every moment they have with their children. It's so scary that something like this could happen, it sends an absolute chill down my spine. It makes me want to do something, but I don't know what. I really hope they catch whatever twisted, terrible person did this. I mean, I'm not normally a violent or vicious person, but I hope that they catch whoever did this, and that they suffer for it, suffer horribly. Because murdering an innocent little girl is just unforgivable, she was 9! She had her whole life ahead of her, and I just don't understand anyone who could do something like this. I'm sad, depressed, bitter,scared, and angry, and all I can hope is that poor little girl didn't suffer. I'm not a really religious person so I won't say that my prayers are with her parents and family, but my thoughts and wishes are with them, and I hope that they catch whoever did this. It just boggles my mind that murders like this occur. I know...I'm rambling, but it's just so tragic, and absolutely sensless. I just feel so emotional and upset and kind of helpless you know? and I just don't understand. Rest In Peace Cecilia.
Friday, March 26, 2004
Comments, questions, ect. can be posted at my message board at
http://www.b2g5.com/boards/board.cgi?&user=DramaQueenForever
My head hurts. Why is it that the more sleep I get the worse and ickier I feel. So now basically what I have left to do for school is my scene. My scene which I am actually very worried about. Not about me...about my partner. Yeah...so I'm going to work on it this week end...and just hope to goodness that he does too. We present on Tuesday...yea...I dunno, I'm trying to look on the bright side, but like, I'm just feeling irritated. I mean, he didn't even want to rehearse when we had class time on Thursday! Hello! Performance Tuesday! This is worth like, 20% of my grade, it's pretty important to me, and I can't afford to get a bad mark here. I know it's individual marks, but still, it's a scene...meaning you're supposed to work off your partner...I hope my prof takes into consideration who I'm working with when she marks me...yeah...I'm feeling pretty frustrated. And hungry....off to dinner for now.
http://www.b2g5.com/boards/board.cgi?&user=DramaQueenForever
My head hurts. Why is it that the more sleep I get the worse and ickier I feel. So now basically what I have left to do for school is my scene. My scene which I am actually very worried about. Not about me...about my partner. Yeah...so I'm going to work on it this week end...and just hope to goodness that he does too. We present on Tuesday...yea...I dunno, I'm trying to look on the bright side, but like, I'm just feeling irritated. I mean, he didn't even want to rehearse when we had class time on Thursday! Hello! Performance Tuesday! This is worth like, 20% of my grade, it's pretty important to me, and I can't afford to get a bad mark here. I know it's individual marks, but still, it's a scene...meaning you're supposed to work off your partner...I hope my prof takes into consideration who I'm working with when she marks me...yeah...I'm feeling pretty frustrated. And hungry....off to dinner for now.
Sunday, March 21, 2004
Comments, questions, ect. can be posted at my message board at
http://www.b2g5.com/boards/board.cgi?&user=DramaQueenForever
*sighs* I am tired. Tired and stressed. A bunch of stuff has been handed in and is over.....still stuff to go....I'm trying to get through it one day at a time. And school is almost over...it's strange. I keep asking myself how can my second year of university be almost at an end? It's kind of scary actually, how fast this year has seemed to go. Next year I'll be a 3rd year student? :O Impossible I say...I don't believe it.....
http://www.b2g5.com/boards/board.cgi?&user=DramaQueenForever
*sighs* I am tired. Tired and stressed. A bunch of stuff has been handed in and is over.....still stuff to go....I'm trying to get through it one day at a time. And school is almost over...it's strange. I keep asking myself how can my second year of university be almost at an end? It's kind of scary actually, how fast this year has seemed to go. Next year I'll be a 3rd year student? :O Impossible I say...I don't believe it.....
Thursday, March 18, 2004
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Monday, March 08, 2004
Comments, questions, ect. can be posted at my message board at
http://www.b2g5.com/boards/board.cgi?&user=DramaQueenForever
Insanely tired kt. Stayed up way too late last night. But a very good acting class tonight none the less. Note to self - don't wear a white sweater if you're going to be rolling around on the floor. I shouldn't wear white to class monday nights. Tomorrow is the big Monologue day, I'm actually feeling pretty good about it. Besides the coaching I had at school, I did my monologue tonight and last week during class and got some very helpful feedback, is much better now. So I'm excited, and nervous. And yeah. Life goes on, I've been very stressed lately with school and everything, on an emotional rollercoaster for more than one reason and not getting nearly enough sleep. But I'm definately doing better than I was. Here's hoping that my monologue goes well tomorrow! *thinks positive thoughts*
http://www.b2g5.com/boards/board.cgi?&user=DramaQueenForever
Insanely tired kt. Stayed up way too late last night. But a very good acting class tonight none the less. Note to self - don't wear a white sweater if you're going to be rolling around on the floor. I shouldn't wear white to class monday nights. Tomorrow is the big Monologue day, I'm actually feeling pretty good about it. Besides the coaching I had at school, I did my monologue tonight and last week during class and got some very helpful feedback, is much better now. So I'm excited, and nervous. And yeah. Life goes on, I've been very stressed lately with school and everything, on an emotional rollercoaster for more than one reason and not getting nearly enough sleep. But I'm definately doing better than I was. Here's hoping that my monologue goes well tomorrow! *thinks positive thoughts*
Thursday, March 04, 2004
Comments, questions, ect. can be posted at my message board at
http://www.b2g5.com/boards/board.cgi?&user=DramaQueenForever
I keep telling myself I don't care, it's not worth it, I just don't care. But it just isn't true. And if I really believed that I wouldn't have to keep repeating it to myself. I do care, and this whole thing is depressing the hell out of me. And the worst part is that the attraction is still there for me...and sitting in class today, watching...well lets just say I think talent is very sexy, very attractive, and that just made it that much worse.
http://www.b2g5.com/boards/board.cgi?&user=DramaQueenForever
I keep telling myself I don't care, it's not worth it, I just don't care. But it just isn't true. And if I really believed that I wouldn't have to keep repeating it to myself. I do care, and this whole thing is depressing the hell out of me. And the worst part is that the attraction is still there for me...and sitting in class today, watching...well lets just say I think talent is very sexy, very attractive, and that just made it that much worse.
