Tuesday, February 17, 2004

Comments, questions, ect. can be posted at my message board at
http://www.b2g5.com/boards/board.cgi?&user=DramaQueenForever

I'm tired of being the girl next door. I don't want to just be the "nice" girl anymore. I am so much deeper, and so much more complex than that. I'm tired of people sterotyping me and cramming me into their little definitions of who's who. If you talk with me for more than 10 minutes at a time you'd see I'm so much more than that. This is directed at all those people who don't even know me, never talk to me for more than a few minutes at a time, but dare to label me, to stereotype me, and say that they know who I am. Sticking me with a label that they are most likely never going to change. Well people, this is me saying take a closer look, I'm not nice, quiet, easy going all the time...I'm emotional and strong minded, I get my feelings hurt and sometimes I hold grudges, I get angry and mad, silly and giggly with my friends, and passionate about things I love and believe in. I'm insanely protective of my family and friends, with a really dirty mind and a knack for innuendo and sarcasm, I'm a "good kid" but with a racy streak that surprises some people when they first find out, and sometimes I am the loudest one in my group of friends...and sometimes not. Sometimes I am a little reserved, more laid back, sometimes I just like to sit back and watch, and be the peace maker of the group. All of these things and more, are inside me all the time, it just depends which side I show to the world at the time - how I'm feeling that day, but I am more than how you see me in 1 situation. I'm tired of people labeling me and just assuming they know who I am and all about me, when ironically they will probly never know the real me. I'm so much more than just the nice girl next door...

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