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The one thing I'm grateful for, the questionable silver lining of this cloud, is that though I'm in pain, and disappointed, hurt, feeling rejected....it wasn't outright rejection. And no awkward situation to deal with. Although I may feel awkward, the situation won't be. I'm really in the mood to throw some big boulders at boys....I didn't need this pain, I didn't choose to like someone, but I have it anyways. And that sucks.