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So I'm sick again. That's always a fun way to spend Christmas...not. I hate germs soooo much. It's just not fair, I just finally got over a evil cold thing I had for like 3 weeks, and then like a week later I get the freakin flu. I still feel like garbage now, but I can't sleep cuz I slept so late today cuz of my poor sick body. So christmas eve I started to feel not so well, and woke up christmas morning feeling pretty crummy, but I thought it might just be my cold come back to torture me. Anyways as the day wore on I felt worse and worse. Had a bit of a temperature, but not too high. However, it got higher that night. Then came boxing day, which I spent in my bed. I was pretty peeved, not only was I sick but I missed going out to all the sales! So yes I spent my boxing day in bed with a very high temperature and just in general feeling like crap. Not fun times. I was Very Very Sick. I still am quite sick, but at least now I'm feeling enough better that I can get up, and don't have to spend all my time in bed. My offical statement towards germs: for the record, Germs Suck. I hope everyone had a good Christmas tho, mine was interesting as you've just heard. I spent it with my family though and that's what really counts right, spending Christmas with your loved ones. Also I got some neat stuff,although I haven't really been able to enjoy any of my Christmas presents, what with being sick and all, and...and I haven't been able to eat any candy! Bah1 It's taunting me! I got like mints and stuff that I can't even touch while I'm trying to fight off germs. So it was an interesting Christmas, that's what I will say. LOL Well that's all I can really think of right now, hopefully I will be much better soon, cuz I'm tired of being stuck in my house being sick, I wanna get out and see people! Hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas, and if you're reading this and I don't talk to you before, have a Happy, Rockin New Years!

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It's almost Christmas! I Love Christmas time, I think it is my favourite holiday as a matter of fact. I'm Dreaming of a White Christmas, Just Like the ones I used to Know.......love that song, one of my favourite christmas movies and songs. I also love Mistletoe, and in my opinion there should be WAY more of it around! I also favour Grandma Got Run Over By A Reindeer, and We Three Kings. Goooooooooooooo Christmas Carols! I Love 'em! I wrapped a TON of Christmas presents tonight, oh wrapping how I enjoy you....get to make so many pretty packages! So yes, I'm a big Christmas nerd, I Love it! I am soooooo excited! I hope everyone has a Very Merry Christmas, filled with love, happiness and fun! Help spread the Christmas Cheer!Pass it on to everyone you know! Merry Christmas!

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Is it me or what? :P


You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.

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So I wrote my Shakespeare exam on Friday while I was feeling dredfully ill. That was a terrible experience simply because I felt so sick the entire time. But what are you gonna do right, exams must be writ when the school says they must. So now I only have 2 more left to write....but those 2 are unfortunately on the same day. This Tuesday to be exact. I have a Theatre History exam from 9am-11, and then a Narrative exam from 7pm-10. Sounds fun huh, my hand is giong to be KILLING me before I'm through. I'll prolly end up with a blister. And I still have cramming to do tomorrow...well actually today now that I look at the clock and see it's after 1:00 am. *makes face* ick...narrative...But the thought that is getting me through is that after Tuesday I will be done...finis...no more exams...and Christmas coming soon! Yaaay! Plus JeN is coming home end of this week. YaaaY to that too, cuz I miss seeing mine friends. And Andrea's party is this week-end....so once these icky exams are done there will be many things to say yay to. Hmmm, what else...oh yes, the last performance of Aladdin was on Saturday. It was the best show we had done yet, and good times, even though I was freakin sick for this performance too *shakes fist at stupid body and germs in general* I had a really good time, and the cast party after was good times. Mala....dahling...your cheescake was fabulous. Mmm cheescake...now I want some...dammit! But yes, I throughly enjoyed myself, and I really thought it was the best performance that we have given, plus we had the most responsive audience that night, and that always helps. So i used all this energy up performing and enjoying myself, then came home and totally crashed and felt horrible as the acting high wound down. I was feelin sad, I mean I've been working on this show for so long, and I met some really great people, as well as got to know people I already knew way better. It's one of those split emotions, I'm happy and sad about the ending. I mean sure there were frustrations and annoyances, but now I look back and them and laugh. I mean, it's just not worth being angry about, why be upset if you can laugh at something instead? Honestly, it's just crazy...too much fun to laugh at to be upset anymore. I'm really glad I did this show, especially because I met and becamse friends with so many nice, sweet, cool...and of course hot! ;)....people. You simply can't regret doing something that brought meeting new friends and making more, shall we say, interesting memories...It's experience right?! And that is what life is all about. I mean, just considering everything, I think we did a pretty damn fine show....sure there are some things when I look back that I would change...but who wouldn't say that? I'm just glad I was involved.

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Yeah, so I'm still sick...and battling off germs for all I'm worth...sucks to the germs!

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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Morpheus


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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your asshole.


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You're Soroity Slut Barbie! You're easy and you're
really cheesy! Have fun with the entire
football team.


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Schoolgirl


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Exhibitionist


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So yesterday was good times. Overall I think the show went very well. I mean, yes, there were a few mistakes and whatnot, and still some things that I would like to have been changed if we'd had more time, but overall I had a very fun time and am well pleased with it. I had a lot of fun, even though I was sick :S But then, a lot of people were not feeling well. I keep saying what do you think is going to happen when you have that many people on not only a small stage but crammed into a very small bacKstage space. I am in fact feeling quite sick right now, my poor throat feels very bad. I am waiting for my Happy Medicine (aka Neocitrin) to cool down enough to drink it. Anyways, back on topic. So yes, I had a lot of fun at performance for the most part...well except for a few times, like when the room started to spin and I thought I was gonna pass out onstage because I had to hold up someone who was pretending to faint. Other than that, and a few annoyances (mainly involving people of the 14 age range) it was interesting. I am looking forward to the next performance and especially to the cast party, it should be tons of fun! Also with the flirting, well lets just say that it continues. It's fun and why not? Flirting livens it up, and just makes rehearsals/plays a little more interesting...right Mala? Mala knows all about what I'm talking about....My Sister-In-Law! LoL Inside Joke....Don't worry peoples. I am even sad that we aren't gonna have rehearsals this week. I have come to the realization that frustrated or annoyed as I have been at times, I have still enjoyed this play. Sure there have been some problems, but I met a lot of good people, and I really am havinng fun. I mean sure there are annoyances, but I deal with them, and get over it, I'm going to finish this experience with a positive attitude. The venting definately helps. It's like if I'm really upset and angry about something, if I can vent and just, you know, let off my anger, then I can get over it. Then I can even laugh about it. There's a bunch of stuff that I was really ticked off about at the time, but now I just think it's funny. I mean, yucky as I think my banana costume is, I think it's funny. I mean, I'm laughing at myself in this costume, it's just not worth being angry about something when you can laugh about it instead! So yea, basically I'm feeling a whole lot better about this play than I was before, and I'm glad. I also think that the younger members of the cast should have our own party after the cast party saturday. T'would be fun times. So...what else is new....oh yea, ugh! My first exam is this Friday...at 9 freakin am...Shakespeare...oh fun fun...NOT! And then the following Tuesday I have 2 exams in the same day. One at 9 am, and another at 7 pm. That's gonna be a rough day. I mean I'll get through it, but it's not gonna be a fun day and my hand is going to be seriously killing me. Ah well, it's Christmas Break! YaaaY! And evryone will be home soon and we'll have happy fun Christmas times.

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ok so it's been a while since I updated again. But you can all understand...school. It has been a crazy, hectic past couple of weeks. It's all done though...well except for exams...Yesterday was my last day of school, and I can't tell you how much I enjoyed being able to sleep in today. This semester of of 9 o'clock classes 4 days a week, and 10 the other day has just about killed me. It is way too freakin early, but I get to sleep in now! Yaaay! So I had 3 essays due within less than a week of each other, plus a drama scene to present, plus tech hours that had to be done. On top of everything else, rehearsals. So it was a stressful time, and me being a professional stresser outter, was being just that. Insanely stressing and freaked out. But like I said *streches luxuriously, enjoying the thought of no school tomorrow* all I have left now are exams, which will be bad enough, but school, my friends, is finished! Now basically what I'm stressing about is the panto I'm in, which goes on Thursday. Well, thursday is the dress rehearsal but we have an paying audience for it. And I wish we had more time to rehearse. Some of us will be fine. Other people...quite frankly I'm more than a little worried. Or rather, I was last week, I was very nervous and worried last week. Now, however, I'm at the point where I just don't care. Well, don't care in the sense that I've decided there's nothing more I can do, nothing I can do about the show now, so I might as well stop worrying and just go and try my best for the performance. Like my screen name says right now "whatever will be will be". There have also been some...ahem...people problems. I hate stupid people. Like the rest of my screen name says :P Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. There's a few people in this production I'd like to kill. Leya and Mala understand. Some people I really like though. The 14 yr olds not being the ones I like (well except for one of them - Maddie, who's a sweetheart and mature beyond her years) and some really nice, sweet, fun people. And a lot of flirting that goes on. Oh my, but I do enjoy flirting, it is so fun. I swear though, if that girl *cough cough Blondie* pushes me one more time, I'm going to push her off the fucking stage next time. However it's more management wise that I have the problem with right now, not the directors....some other people. Not pleased with them at all. However hopefully some of that will be resolved for thursday after what I had to deal with last night. I am not a confrontational person, but sometimes stuff just has to be dealt with. It wasn't easy for me, but it's done. Enough said on that aspect of it however. It just upsets me, and I'm trying to think positive thoughts for our show. So hopefully I'll be going for my G2 test soon, I had to miss my first appointment because I was sick, and I was upset about that because I want my license...*sigh* I WANT IT NOW! *takes a deep breath* well I do. Anyways that's all I can think of to really write about right now, so this is your host, Katie, signing off! *points finger and winks*

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The results are in! You are


23% slutty
which is actually less than the average, 46%.


Based on the 8,757,719 test takers so far:
you're sluttier than 13% of the world.
you're cleaner than 87% of the world.




--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
FACT
240 women agreed with you, and chose "Alan Alda" as the best sex option of all time.

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Yes, I know I haven't updated in a while, I've been busy, ok! I am very stressed out right now, I have three essays due within the next week, and a drama scene to present on Thursday with Leya. It's Shakespeare. And I am Saucy. It says so right in the script! Man we had such a good coaching today with it, I just really feel a lot better about it now, like the humour that's in it is showing through how it should. Oh yes, and I'm going for my G2 on Friday!! AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Wish me luck, I'm getting more and more nervous about it. On top of everything else there are rehearsals....*sighs* with annoying, maddening 14 year old girls who are driving me nuts....and I can almost guarantee that before the show goes on there will be 14 year old splattered all over the walls when I explode. And I am NOT cleaning it up.....they can just deal with the mess. Hey...are you two? *points and gives questioning look* yes...because I would go out with a 15 year old...duh! Because 14 year old girls can't get it through their heads that I am not going to date guys 4 or 5 years younger than me....*sighs* Just because there's some friendly flirting going on does not mean you are dating!!!! I am not going to date a 16 year old either. Grrrr...however...those stupid girls have pushed us, and we have a plan. Leya, Mala (the princess, and she's such a nice, fun person), and I....go us! *gives three-way high five* And it's a good plan....plus it's a fun plan....we rock. On Sunday at rehearsal, we will further our plan to drive those teeny boppers crazy...well except for Maddie cuz she's a sweetheart, she's also only like 13 turning 14, but I thought she was 16 because she acts very mature.....so we will have fun, and give out more 'invites' to join our circle at the back of the hall at rehearsal. Cuz apparently, we're a little intimidating? Well the 3 of us are in our 20's, and not unattractive, and not boy chasing...ect....so the plan will continue. Anyways that's all I can think of for now so maybe I'll write more later.

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I Love this song, it just really seems to express a lot of what I've been feeling lately. It's an awesome song and I highly recommend it. I just feel like it's saying a lot of stuff that's been running through my head.


If I could be like that
by 3 Doors Down

He spends his nights in california
Watching the stars on the big screen
And then he lies awake and he wonders
Why can't that be me
The sinners life is filled with all these good intentions
He's left a lot of things he'd rather not mention right now
Just before he says goodnight
He looks up with a little smile at me and he says
If i could be like that
I would give anything
Just to live one day in those shoes
If i could be like that
What would i do
Oh what would i do yeah

She spends her days up in the north park
Watching the people as they pass
And all she wants is just a little piece of history
Is that too much to ask
With a safe home, and a warm bed, on a quiet little street
All she wants is just that something to hold onto
Thats all she needs

If i could be like that
I would give anything just to live one day in those shoes
If i could be like that
What would i do
What would i do

Falling into this
In dreams
We'll run away

If i could be like that
I would give anything
Just to live one day in those shoes
If i could be like that
What would i do
What would i do

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Life is Looking up

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Ordinary People, Average Lives

Sometimes I wonder if I'm going to live the rest of my life in the shadows
Plodding along in this safe, sedementry little world
Unnoticed, Unfulfilled, Never center stage
Watching as others take their turn in the spotlight
Wondering, why not me?
Never reaching my potential
Because no one will ever give me the chance
Will I simply drift through life
Leaving no mark behind me
I don't want to be one of those ordinary people, living the average life
Forgotten once I'm out of sight
I want to be remembered
I want people to know my name
To know Who I am, to know Me
I want to live beyond my own lifetime
To make a difference
And to make this world a better place than when I came into it

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I hate germs. Need I say that I'm sick again? Stupid, stupid body. I was kind of wondering when all this would start...getting sick and all. Well, hopefully I will be un-sick soon. And now that the insane exam filled, assignment due quizzes and tests all the time stress filled period is letting up a little...maybe I'll get a little more sleep? Hopefully? And a little less stress? I worry way too much...I mean WAY too much...I'm trying to get a handle on it....but I'm an anxious person, what can I say. Last week was just way too stressful. Oh yes, and avoiding problems...no admitedly not the best way to deal with things...but I don't know what else to do. And yea I'm still worrying about it a little...but no nearly so stressed or nervous as I was last week. SO unfortunately the results of avoiding this issue seem to be self-rewarding. Less stress right away. *sighs* I really am starting to belive that guys are the cause of most of life's problems....well that's how I feel right now anyways.

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I am so confused. And I'm getting really really frustrated. I hate my stupid, stupid nerves!

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Why do people have to be such assholes? If there's one thing I hate, it's people talking about me behind my back. If someone has a problem with me, I would far rather they come to me and deal with it, not just decide there's no solution and give up. I was very very angry and upset yesterday, and though not as upset I'm still very irritated today. Sometimes, I just don't understand people. I am not a confrontational person, but leaving issues undealt with really really bothers me, and I would rather deal with the problem now rather than let it sit and cause all sorts of problems. Now I'm going to have to be the mature one and try and solve the problem. Otherwise it's just going to be weird, and probly kind of awkward and it's just going to cause problems in the group. When this as a matter of fact, shouldn't even involve anyone else. As far as I'm concerned it shouldn't even involve me, but it apparently does, so I'm going to deal with it, and my friends shouldn't have to. As far as I am concerned, this situation shouldn't even exist at all. And to top it off, this probly won't even be resolved until christmas break. So i'm going to try and put it out of my mind, but I'm a worrier, so I'll just have to try.

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People, life is good. If I'm not on cloud nine right now, I'm pretty close to it. I'm very happy, very excited, but also kind of nervous. I have homework that I need to be doing...but I'm not. I just can't concentrate on it right now. Try reading shakespeare when you're feeling like this. You can't....believe me, I tried. I'm just in a really good mood, but I'm very giggly, lol. So I'm having a VERY good day, I just hope I can settle down enough later to concentrate on the damn homework, much as I'd like to chuck it out the window, I have to deal with it. And if I'm having a good day today, what am I going to be like all day tomorrow? Leya, I have a feeling you might be getting a call from a very excited Kt tomorrow night, just so you'll be prepared. *grins* I think I will be grinning a lot tomorrow. Ah well, right now, life is looking good, if somewhat stressed, so I'll leave it at that.

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Poem

I'm crying for all the lost lives and lost loves
All the things that could have been, but never were
The crushed hopes, missed oppourtunities
All the things that could be, but never will
For all the lost lives and lost loves
Missed oppourtunities, Dreams forgotton
Hearts opened, then crushed
Hands held out, then slapped away
Hopes, and lives ended needlessly
The young, the innocent, the unready
Unknowing, unsuspecting
Changing lives forever
Maybe on a dark night, in a car
Crashing, breaking, flying glass
Hopes dashed, lives ended before they began
A cousin, an uncle, a grandfather,
All taken too soon.
Death is not a kind master
Life ending, in a car alone
Or in a hospital bed
It's still the same, still the end
They were loved, and will be sorely missed,
Never forgotten.
Memories cherished, for the time they were here
Holding onto the hopes
The fragments of memories
The sights, the smells, that bring them back
Then having to live on without them.
Here for too short a time
I feel I barely got to know them before they were taken away
At 16 or 60, still too short a time.

Being young doesn't make it easier
Doesn't mean you don't understand
Don't feel the pain
What people don't understand, is
Children do understand
And when they're denied the grieving process
It's harder to bear.

Death takes too many
Touches to many lives
Too many times
But for all the pain and grief it brings
I would not change my life
To not know them, to not care
No one likes pain or grief
But we must bear them because they are a part of life.
No matter how briefly someone touches your life
It's worth it
And cliche as it may be,
I'm lucky to have known so many people who were so hard to say good-bye to

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Your Heart is Red


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I'm a Flower child. I really am at heart. I should have been a child of the sixties. I mean, for one thing, look at the clothes. I would be in heaven, all the funky, retro bright psychadelic colours were in back then. Besides that, I'm a peace loving arts student, I'd fit right in! Make Love, Not War...come on, a time filled with protests? Sit ins? The music? Peformance art?Feminist revolution? That's so me. A time I would Love to visit. *sighs* Oh man, I wish I could go back with a couple of hundred dollars, you know how many clothes I could buy with that kind of money back then? I would have my wardrobe filled out for a long time. *stares off into the distance* Anyways, the point is I think I'm a Flower child at heart. Anyone else?

You are Love.

You love life, you love all those around you and
the world that you live in. You are happiest
when you are doing something for someone else
or for the common good of mankind.


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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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Nerdslut


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innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way


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"Sweet Dreams" (by Eurythmics)
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused


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My inner child is six years old!

Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.


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Oh yes, I forgot to add that I VOTED for the very first time ever today! Yaaay! Voters anon. meets wednesdays nights at 7. I am so excited about being able to vote. I am helping to shape the Canada of tomorrow and of our future. I made a difference. I will never ever be able to understand people who don't vote. I have been waiting for this for so long, and I will never let an election go by in which I don't have my say. It's like those commercials, if you don't vote, you don't have a say. And then you have no say in your hair cut. I am so very excited that this right and privlge is mine, I love Canada. Oh Canada, you'll always be my true home. And people now that the provincial elction is over, don't forget to vote in the municipal one in November. I'm getting myself a Parish button. And I might volunteer even. Anways all I'm saying is get out there and have your say, help decide the future of Canada and keep it the great country that it is. We're a democracy, so get out there and practice your democratic right to VOTE! or in the words of a certain email I received today, (fellow Spirit Walkers/Chicken-eers will understand)

It may be 2003, not 1837, but the battle against the Tories is not yet won --

GET OUT THERE AND VOTE!!!

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Ok guys, so I don't know what the hell happened, but I can get into my blog again. For the longest time it just refused to let me make new entries and for some reason I tried today, and it let me. The mentality of computers, go figure. Anyways thats the reason I haven't written here for so long. I'm feeling just a LITTLE stressed right now with school and everything. All the work seems to be piling on. However Leya and I did start our latin dancing this week...go dancing! It rocks! I am the man...thats right, you heard me. There was like 5 guys and 35 girls, so I was a man, and I got to lead. However if there is a way to persuade the hot drama guys to come join the class, Leya and I will do it. On that note, I'm also in an I Hate Boys stage, I'm quite lacking in faith in the male species. I am just feeling very frustrated and you know why. If you don't, you don't need to know. Hopefully I'll be out of this stage soon...it's not a fun stage...Stupid hot boys and their stupid selves. Anyways on a happier note I am also in a panto, YaaY Aladdin, and Leya and I are both Handmaidens. Not very impressed at all about that at first, but already things are looking up. We got to know some of the other girls tonight and they are really nice. Unfortunately no hot guys our age in it, and not a certain someone I vainly hoped would be in it to, but what can you do. I have given up on that. Anyways thats it for now, and now that I can actually get in here it should be updated a little more frequently. :)

Good Evening all and I'd like to introduce you to my acting idol...*trumpets and drumroll* Alan Alda everyone! *applauds* Many of you might know him as Hwkeye Pierce from M*A*S*H*, a role that he played for eleven years and won five emmy's for, amoung his many other awards. That however, is in reality only a fraction of his career. Over the years Alan Alda has been in who knows how many movies, guest stared on many television shows, and even now hosts his own television show called "Scientific American Frontiers" (which can be seen on PBS). If you have never seen any of his work, I highly reccomend it, he is an incredible actor with an amazing range of emotions and ability to play a seemingly endless amount of characters. He is also an accomplished director, as well as a talented improvist and has appeared on Second City,and has been on broadway. Outside of his acting career he is an activist for many causes - He is an ardent supporter of feminist causes and campaigned extensively for 10 years for the passage of the Equal Rights Amendment. He was also appointed by the president to serve on the National Commission for the Observance of International Women's Year. He has done many other worthy things, but I won't bore you with any more stats, you can always find them out for yourself. I just want to say that Alan Alda has inspired me in my acting, and continues to inspire me, he makes me want to become a better actor. At 67 he is hosting his own show and continues to act (for example. guest starring on ER). He has supported my belief that it doesn't matter what stage of your life you are in, acting is always something you van do. His ability, dedication and just pure genius illustrate to me what it means to be an actor, and to ever be able to act with someone of his calibre would be to me pure bliss. Whether this will happen, who can say. All I know is that to me he illustrates the essence of acting and that to be able to be like him, to be able to be the kind of actor that he is would make me proud. So I say, if you're looking for an outstanding actor to study, or just to enjoy watching, consider him. He is truly one of those unforgettable stars of the screen and stage.

Ok Folks, here's the deal. Leya and I are starting an acting group and we're looking for a name...preferably a kick-ass name...but no pressure :P So if you happen to think of a name...well a good name lol please post it on my message board. Thanks!
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I just finished watching Gone With The Wind, which has to be the Best Movie Ever! I love it! I don't know how may times I have seen it, but I never get tired of it, and it just seems to get better and better each time I watch it. Like every time I have watched it is at a different stage in my life and each time I'm able to get something more from it. It is such an emotional, wonderful classic movie. It really has some of the best quotes ever in it, plus really wonderful insight, well I think so anyways. People talk about action packed movies, but I think this is one of the original action movies, there is always something exciting going on. I'd be watching and think, ok after this bit I'll go get a drink, oh no I have to see this part...and on and on. This movie was made in the days of the silver screen era, when movies really were movies and all the great starts lived. Vivien Leigh, Clark Gable, the truly great stars of film lived back then. There are some truly great movies made in our time, but I think the classic movies, the truly timeless films and stars existed back then. I can't even put into words all the feelings this film evokes in me, sometimes happiness, anger, pity, disbelief at the destruction and loss of life caused by the war, overwhelming sadness, and so many more. I will freely admit that this movie brought me to tears, time and time again, mock me if you will, I'm not ashamed to admit that a movie this powerful has that effect on me. I think if ever I ever stop being able to feel this deeply, be affected this much I will have lost a part of myself, and I hope that day never comes. I know, some of you are sitting there thinking oh katie, you always cry at sad movies, but this movie is one which is truly worthy of the emotion it evokes. I think it is one of the greatest love stories of all times, it keeps me rooting and hoping that eventually Scarlett and Rhett will get together. Now anyone who has seen the movie or read the book knows how it ends, if you haven't, skip over this bit if you want. But I can't help but think that even though the movie ends with Rhett leaving Scarlett, that one day they end up together. They seem destined to be together, and knowing Scarlett, it doesn't seem likely to me that she would simply give up. The story ends with you never knowing whether they do get back together, but I think that is so you can decide for yourself. Not only is it a moving love story and an emotional one at that, but a wonderful way to live history, and certainly from a different perspective then you would normaly see in a text book. It is one of my favourite movies ever, if not perhaps even my favourite, and if you have never seen it, I highly recommend you do. Yes, it's fairly long, almost four hours without commercials, but well worth the time. Not only is it part of history and our culture, but one of historys truly timeless film classics and I belive it will stay that way as long as movies continue to exist.

Well, what to write about today. I think I'll start with one of my pet peeves that I was thinking about today. As all of my friends know, not only am I a Drama Queen but the Allergy Queen and the Queen of Kleenex as well. This itself is very annoying, my life of allergies, but it's something that I've learned to deal with and live with; and a lot of being able to live with it includes taking allergy medication. If you wanna talk medication allergy style, come talk with me, if it's out there I've probably tried it. This isn't something I enjoy, I don't like having to take medication, but i've come to accept the fact that I need it to get on with my life. No, I don't think taking medicine is healthy all the time, but the alternative is to live in my house, in a giant bubble pretty much for the rest of my life. Hmmm, looking at those options, I wonder which one most people would choose if they were faced with the same option. Now I'm not trying to complain about my allergies, just giving a little background information to show that I know what I'm talking about. What reallly gets my goat is people (who either don't have any allergies, or have mild ones that aren't bad enough,often enough ,to have to take medication on a regular basis) get on their high horse and tell me that they don't belive in taking mediaction, if they have a problem, they just live with it. And the TONE they take is what kills me, acting like it's my choice to take medication. Oh yeah, I just love taking it, it's the highlight of my freakin day. They don't come right out and say it, but the way they say it says to me - hey, you just can't control yourself, I am So much better then you because I don't take medication, even though I really have no idea what you're going through. Thats one of biggest peeves. People, before you decide you're stronger in character than someone else, take a second and try to look at things from their perspective, you might discover a whole new world, and you might get a whole lot more respect from people if you do. Well, thats my little piece; and I'm not talking to everyone, there are a whole lot of wonderful, understanding people out there, there just also happen to be some people who need to slow down before they open their mouthes and hurt someones feelings or offend them. Whew, I know I got a little excited there but that's something that really gets my back up, maybe I've been able to educate a few people or maybe this hasincredibly offended you. Either way, you're thinking and thats always a good thing. Happy Thinking!
Kt

This is my first Blog ever...so here it goes! I saw a few of my friends had started them and I thought it would be an interesting thing to try. The question is will I keep it up...well you'll just have to stay tuned to find that out, won't you. Ha! There, I have already piqued your interest and now you will come back to check if I do keep this thing up. Oh yes, did I forget to mention I'm a little on the unique side? I am also a drama queen and a princess...but thats just part of me, and no one else seems to mind, so it's all good. And if you do mind...well thats tough. And if that offended you, why are you still reading this? LOL Oh dear, there comes that sarcastic streak again...wait a minute, I love my sarcastic streak, though it has gotten me into trouble before. Hmmm, now what else can I write about, it has just pretty much been prattle so far. Well I went to the dentist yesterday, which I was incredibly horribly anxious about. My teeth and gums were very sore yesterday after the freezing wore off, I was in a lot of pain and felt like crap all day, but I am very proud of myself. By going to the dentist and having my teeth worked on I feel I have conquered one of my biggest personal fears. It was very difficult for me and I was full of anxiety, but I did it and I'm very proud of myself. Thats all I can think of to write about now, so I'll stop...and continue another time.
Kt